Woke up. New song playing in the brain. Today’s choice: Dave
Matthews Band Too Much.
For me this song is about greed and excess, making
everything ours until there’s nothing left for anyone else. But somewhere in
there is a self-awareness that it’s happening; the narrator knows he eats,
drinks and wants too much.
The lyrics are a bit mysterious and trying to figure out
what others think just makes me more curious what the real meaning is behind
the song. But, as I’ve said before, I don’t really want to know.
Knowing has the potential to dull the meaning those words
have to me on a personal level and I like to feel what a song evokes in me. Not
someone else’s interpretation of what the prose means.
The thing is though, it really doesn’t matter what song I
hear by this band. It could be the sweetest love song, overtly sexual in
nature, about drugs I’ve never done, things I can’t even understand because the
lyrics are so shrouded. Doesn’t matter.
Any song I hear reminds me of a time I’ve seen them live.
Because, if you’re a Dave fan at all, you know that the live shows can be a
life-altering experience if you let them into your soul.
I tried going back in my head to pull out all of the shows I’ve
seen and where they were but for some reason the list feels too short.
Must’ve smoked those memories away.
Irony is I probably did so at one of their shows.
The first time I could afford to see the band live, their
second album (the one that pretty much put them on the widespread pop music map),
Crash, had already been out for a
couple years. In fact, Before These
Crowded Streets was also already out, released just months before I finally
got to see them live.
Both discs I bought on the date they were released, because
once I got my ears on Under the Table and
Dreaming in the mid-nineties, I knew they’d be a band I followed for life.
So far, not wrong.
I loved the subtle nuances in Dave’s vocals, his ability to
scat with a bluegrass accent. Plus, anyone who knows me knows I’m a huge sucker
for a male falsetto. I loved that they mixed sassy brass with moody strings and
drum beats so syncopated nobody but Carter could play those beats.
The only way I could describe them is to say they made folk/pop/jug
band/bluegrass/rock fusion music. Sounds like a mess but what makes their style
cool is that, every time I listen I hear, experience, something new.
And now, after 20 years since the release of Crash (almost to the day!) I’m sure it’s
no accident I woke up tapping my toes to the first single the band released
from that album.
Today, that song makes me think of nothing more than the
current state of our country, the current state of the world. These are
interesting times my friends. And these times make me wish there was some kind
of teleportation device we could jump in to go back and warn ourselves of the
impending doom we brought on ourselves by being greedy motherfuckers.
I know it probably sounds dark and morbid but I can’t help
it. Three-quarters of the country is brainwashed into believing everything they
hear on the news and the other 25% just want a simple life where all of the
politicians and droning bobbleheads leave us alone to be the grown-ups we’ve
become by thinking for ourselves.
A life where we get to do our jobs, live without fear, listen
to some great music and prioritize love over everything else in this fucked up
world.
Is that too much to ask?
Or, I guess I should rephrase that – why is that too much to ask?
This blog isn’t usually somewhere I get political or tackle
major world issues. In fact, I tend to keep that stuff to the small circle of
people that I feel comfortable enough to discuss those issues with without all
of us flying off the handle and de-friending each other because our opinions
might differ.
So I’m not about to start ranting about conspiracy theories
or the like right now. Suffice to say, I love the song because it helps me
understand when enough is enough. Like right now. Otherwise I’m just wasting breath, time, and
frankly if I’m going to use my breath I’d rather be singing along to
Dave.
“I mean, you never know, maybe you’re dreaming.”
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